For the longest time, years to be honest. I’ve had
Peter Tabbot on my list of people I wanted to interview.
Given his thirty years as guitarist with New Jersey’s
Vision to his contributions to the rock documentary "Riot
on the Dancefloor" to his hard work as a health officer
and educator, there were so many questions to ask and things
to talk about. As one who often sees the bands and musicians
I followed in my teens, twenties, and beyond as heroes,
I feel an importance to approach their stories from various
angles. This way, we get to see them beyond their time on
the stage and what was sewn within the songs on a record.
The Beginning
Q: What was your introduction to Hardcore and Punk
music?
Peter: Having grown up as a child/teen in the 70s and early
80s, I was a classic rock/metal enthusiast when I was a
kid. I went from classic rock to your typical early 80s
metal like Priest and Maiden, and then someone turned me
on to the first Metallica album and other thrash/underground
metal in ’83. Two friends at high school introduced
me to punk rock, so it wasn’t until the mid-80s that
I became obsessed with hardcore and punk, and began attending
shows seemingly every weekend. I discovered most of the
music through fanzines or by picking up an EP or album on
a particular label, and then based on that, buying more
releases from the same labels. I found a lot of great music
that way on labels like Buy Our Records, Dischord, BYO,
Frontier, etc. Same goes for some of the old British punk
imprints. I only wish I hadn’t parted with most of
the old hardcore and punk vinyl I used to have, and I had
a lot.
Q: What was it that made you want to be in a band?
Peter: My parents were pretty conservative when I grew
up, and I think I inherently wanted to break out of any
kind of familial norms or expectations. Certainly, discovering
and loving Kiss circa 1976, when I was eight years old,
set me on that path. I began really appreciating guitar
players/performances, in particular, when I was 11 or 12,
and my uncle gave me my first acoustic guitar when I was
12. When I got my first electric guitar at around 15, it
was inevitable that a band would follow – it just
took some time to meet like-minded folks. I just wanted
to play loud (who didn’t?), and I knew nothing would
be as satisfying as playing live with others. My first band
was called Mercy Killer, but within a few months I was playing
with some other hardcore kids in a band called Chronic Fear.
We did two demos in the mid-80s before I started playing
with the guys in Vision. Meeting and playing with them is
a bit of a funny story, but perhaps for another day. ??
Q: From the very beginning, Vision’s sound
was very catchy and upbeat with a lot of rhythm and tempo
changes. You reminded me a lot of Verbal Assault, which
by the way is some of the highest praise I can give. What
were some of the bands’ early influences?
Peter: Wow, that is awfully high (and undeserved) praise.
Even more so because Verbal Assault was one of Vision’s
very favorite bands, especially during our first few years
together (’87 through the early 90s). Our early and
consistent influences were all over the map, but if I had
to name some of the artists that we most admired, it would
include melodic hardcore punk like VA, Dag Nasty, SNFU,
Adolescents/DI, TSOL, Descendents, Bad Religion, Bad Brains,
Social Unrest, Social Distortion…Heavier sounds like
much of the mid to late 80s NYHC…Early punk rock,
particularly Stiff Little Fingers, The Clash and some late
70s LA punk…and plenty of classic rock, which –
by virtue of our collective ages and upbringings –
is in our DNA.
When it came to our songwriting and some of the lyrical
subject matter, we definitely were influenced most heavily
by the melodic hardcore of the mid-80s and similar music
being produced by our contemporaries. I don’t know
that our sound was terribly derivative, but you definitely
can hear the influence of some of those bands in particular
tracks. Our second album, Just Short of Living, which didn’t
get widely distributed due to some label issues/limitations,
kind of bleeds some of the Verbal Assault and heavier NYHC
influences. We also experimented a bit, adding some different
time signatures, dissonant chord structures, multiple guitar
tracks with different meters or melodies, etc. With the
rest of our albums and EPs, you can probably hear the melodic
southern California and DC hardcore punk influence over
the years. I am a HUGE fan of melodic HC guitarists like
Brian Baker, Rikk Agnew, Ron Emory and Doug Holland, and
I was writing an awful lot of our music, so the influences
appear pretty clearly in the recorded material. We not only
infused a handful of our songs with deliberate homages to
some our favorite bands, but also wore our influences on
our sleeves in other subtle (or not so subtle) ways. As
mentioned, we all loved SLF, especially our bass player
at the time, Chris, so our first album – with a bar
code filter revealing portions of a live photo – was
clearly inspired by SLF’s ‘Nobody’s Heroes’
album cover…And naming our late 90s album ‘The
Kids Still Have a Lot to Say’ was obviously a nod
to SSD’s classic, ‘The Kids Will Have Their
Say.’ At the risk of being derivative, we thought
it was important to recognize those who came before us and
influenced us.
Q: Looking back, is there a song or album you’re
particularly fond of?
Peter: Boy, that’s a good question. Our songwriting
changed over the years, so I guess I like each of our releases
for different reasons. The second album, ‘Just Short
of Living,’ was barely released (1,000 copies on a
label that soon became defunct), but I love the production
quality and we experimented quite a bit on that record.
The lyrics are also a bit deep and complex, and occasionally
dark. Dave, our late singer, looked at the lyrics I had
written for the album and quipped, ‘We’re gonna
have to give out a pocket dictionary with each album.’
Too funny. Our third full-length, ‘The Kids Still
Have a Lot to Say,’ is full of the kind of speed and
melody that we really enjoyed, and there are a handful of
songs on that release that are among my favorites. Even
the EPs we did kind of defined where we were at musically
and mentally, so there very well may be something on each
release that I like. Some songs, like ‘Falling Apart’
or ‘The Kids,’ were fairly melodic and always
had a lot of participation live for singalongs, so they
may be near the top of that list for me – those songs
that actually inspired people to sing along.
Q: In retrospect, what are some of your takeaways
from being in a band, playing shows, touring, recording
and putting out records?
Peter: I guess my takeaways from 30 years playing in the
same hardcore punk band would be similar to those of anyone
who found this music, became passionately devoted to it
and also tried to develop a voice within the genre…Having
an outlet to express the things that moved me and mattered
to me through lyrics, and knowing there was a similar group
of people who felt similarly, was inspiring…Whether
playing those songs as a teenager or through my forties,
it always felt inclusive, special and sacred in a way. Whether
we were booked in a studio, touring or playing a weekend
show, it was always an amazing feeling to plug in, turn
up and play loud, aggressive music with several close friends
whom you love. It was always a bonus if others cared enough
to pick up the latest album or come see you play on a tour.
The thing is, it would be very different if it was a band
that played cover songs or bars, or played another type
of music. Doing this with different bands for nearly 35
years – punk bands – is what made it special,
and it showed me time and again that anyone can do it, everyone
can have a voice, and that everyone’s participation
and passion matters.
Dave Franklin, RIP
A Death in the Family
Q: How shocking was Dave’s passing to those
close to him? Had he been sick for some time?
Peter: Losing Dave, who founded the band, was a shock to
all of us. Dave was one of my very best friends, though
over the last couple of years of his life, we hadn’t
seen or spoken with one another as often as we had during
the years prior. Dave had been living with his girlfriend
and her daughter for a number of years and had just moved
to Florida with his them a few months before his passing.
We played a long weekend of shows in Boston, NYC and Philadelphia
in November 2016, and Dave drove up from Florida and stayed
with me for nearly a week. He was fit, looked great and
was in great spirits. A month and a half later, he was gone.
Dave was so full of life, always charismatic and energetic
– it was truly a shock.
Q: I saw footage of the memorial show. It was quite
moving, to say the very least. How did the idea come about
and was anyone the least bit surprised by the outpouring
of love and support?
Peter: The tribute show of April 2, 2017 was pretty ridiculous
in terms of the love, support, turnout and positivity. The
circumstances that enabled the show were obviously tragic,
but what we made of it was beautiful. In a nutshell, there
was the formal funeral/visitation, at which I was honored
to provide Dave’s eulogy…But it was clear to
me and a number of Dave’s close friends that a real
memorial for Dave would have to be in the form of live music.
Dave lived for music and had hundreds of friends and acquaintances
through the punk/hardcore community in New Jersey, alone.
A handful of friends contacted me, expressing interest in
putting together a tribute show in memory of Dave –
something that would symbolize all he meant to our scene.
Two friends in particular, Jay Dermer and Jenn Schaefer-Molnar,
really wanted to do something special. Jay runs Asbury Audio,
which is one of the very best audio/live production companies
in New Jersey, and he has been affiliated with venues like
the Asbury Park Convention Hall and the Stone Pony, etc.,
for years. He facilitated the space and all aspects of the
live production/sound/stage…Jenn helped oversee some
of the finances and transportation to get many of the artists
there…I handled a number of the band bookings, promotions,
communications, merchandise, etc. So we all collaborated
with everything in our hearts to try and create a meaningful
event that was befitting of Dave’s legacy and larger
than life personality – and we also decided it had
to be a charitable event.
A number of other friends, some of whom had solid experience
with event planning, stage management, catering, etc., chipped
in. And SO many bands whom we had played with since 1987
stepped up – they all loved Dave and wanted to be
a part of it. The best part is that all of the participating
bands were artists whom we had shared bills with over the
30 years we were together. The lineup was pretty ridiculous,
including H20, Agnostic Front, Murphy’s Law, Burn,
Leeway, Sheer Terror, Shades Apart, Killing Time, Breakdown,
Bold, Maximum Penalty, Ex Number Five and many more. We
got to play one final set of our songs, also, with guest
singers from many of the aforementioned bands and others,
including Lifetime, World Inferno Friendship Society and
the Bouncing Souls. Every guest was very meaningful and
a close friend of Dave’s/the band. As mentioned, we
made it a charitable event and I selected two organizations,
with Dave’s family’s blessing, that I knew Dave
would have gotten behind – The North Shore Animal
League and Rock to the Future. Helping find homes for abandoned
animals and helping put music and leadership into the lives
of underprivileged children are both causes that Dave would
have supported wholeheartedly. Even with the very low ticket
price of $25 for a show of that scope, we were able to raise
$20,000 for those two organizations. And nearly 3,000 people
attended the show. We were pretty amazed when over 900 tickets
sold during the first 24 hours they were available.
Q: As someone who never learned how to properly
process or deal with death, I’ve become somewhat curious
as to how others deal and heal when it comes to a lost friend,
loved one or family member. Would you be open to sharing
how you dealt with this unfortunate part of life?
Peter: Coming to terms with Dave’s death was a bit
of a process with a few different dynamics. He was one of
my best friends and part of my life for over 30 years, so
there was that shock and pain…It also meant the end
of a band and decades-long activity that partly defined
me and was a part of my identity…and there was also
the recognition of how much he meant to so many, and the
unbelievable number of calls, texts, emails, etc., that
I was receiving immediately after people learned about it.
I guess the latter part of it really helped, having so many
people around who adored Dave and shared so many similar
experiences with him over the years. You often hear people
say that old quote, that friends are the family you choose…and
I think that is magnified in our music community…which
means Dave had the largest family I can imagine. I’m
really grateful to have been surrounded by so many people
who loved Dave and who could share the same memories and
stories. I’m also grateful for all the personal time
I spent with Dave over the years, and it is sometimes those
memories that help buoy one’s spirits when a tragedy
like this befalls friends and family. In the case of Dave’s
passing and as is often the case when losing someone, it
was absolutely the sheer magnitude of support and community
that helped many of us through it. Jimmy G from Murphy’s
Law came up to me after the eulogy I delivered at the funeral
and hugged me, and I’m certain he was weeping, and
you are quickly reminded that despite the things that separate
us, be it time, distance, work or family, we are all the
same and lean on one another.
Pete Tabbot
Putting in the Work
Q: What exactly is a health officer? What are some
of the roles and responsibilities?
Peter; ‘Health Officer’ is the name of a license
I hold from the State of New Jersey and also my job title.
The job is essentially director of a regional health department.
I earned a Registered Environmental Health Specialist license
from NJ after graduating college, and immediately went to
work in a local health department. After completing my master’s
degree in public health, I was eligible to test for the
health officer license. That was 23 years ago and I’ve
been running a regional health department in NJ for the
last 22 years. I have about 20 full-time equivalent employees,
including environmental health specialists (health inspectors),
public health nurses, animal control officers, a health
educator, and support/clerical staff. I also contract for
physician and veterinarian services.
My department serves 64,000 residents in five municipalities.
In my work – which has been completely consumed for
most of 2020 by overseeing the local public health response
to the COVID-19 pandemic – I have to manage staff,
budgets, programs and policies, and have to make sure that
all relevant State statutes, codes and local regulations
are adhered to. The department provides environmental enforcement
and inspection; clinical services for infants, children
and adults/elderly; health promotion programs, disease reporting;
etc. The pandemic has been exceedingly challenging, since
my department has to perform all the disease investigation
and contact tracing for each positive case of COVID in our
jurisdiction.
Q: My half-brother became a teacher in September
of this year and is currently working towards becoming an
English Professor at St. Johns’. What led you to want
to become a teacher? What were your early experiences as
a teacher and in education?
Peter: Interestingly, I had never really thought of teaching,
though I absolutely love it and have been an adjunct professor
at Rutgers University in NJ for 22 years. A colleague had
begun teaching there and recommended me for an open position,
so I started teaching a basic public health course. I was
asked to developed a few additional curricula, and I have
been teaching four different courses year-round for many
years now. It’s a part-time job but given that I work
50 – 60 hours a week in my primary job (not including
some of the insane COVID hours), two or three courses per
semester sometimes feels like much more than it sounds.
I was also asked, about eight years ago, to be faculty coordinator
for a post-grad program that trains our future licensed
environmental health specialists…and that is an incredibly
rewarding and intensive summer-long commitment. It’s
a lot more teaching, exam writing and content selection,
and I manage work of a couple dozen other professors/instructors,
etc. So I’m basically an apparition during the summers
– I come up for air once in a while but don’t
get out much. Despite the degree of work – it feels
like I spend most of my time bouncing between the jobs –
I absolutely love what I do, and love public health. Discovering
punk rock when I was younger definitely helped lead me to
public service, volunteerism and teaching…and it also
made me more conscientious and compelled me to examine the
important issues we face. Naturally, much the subject matter
I came to care about made it into lyrics over the years
– from social inequities to freedom of expression,
environmental stewardship and the human condition. Oh Christ,
that sounds so presumptuous!
Q: What would you consider as the biggest rewards
and drawbacks of teaching on a collegiate level?
Peter: The biggest reward is easy: My favorite thing about
teaching college students is just feeling like I have even
a tiny role in their development and transition from the
academic to professional world…and maybe turning them
onto some of the many things that appeal to me about public
and environmental health. Similarly, one of my favorite
experiences is running into former public health students
a few years later, and seeing them working in the field
and making small differences. There really is no drawback,
except for how harried I sometimes feel working two/three
jobs year-round!
Q: How do you balance teaching at Rutgers with your
work as a health officer?
Peter: With a lot of caffeine…and not much of a social
life. ?? I’ve been doing both for a long time, so
despite how busy it can be, you develop a bit of a routine
over time, as with most things.
Riot on the Dance Floor
Q: . How did you become involved with co-producing
the City Gardens documentary? What was your role and what
was it like working with so many creative individuals? Is
there a person or exchange that particularly stood out?
Peter: I was so lucky to become deeply involved with the
production of Riot on the Dance Floor. Vision was sort of
a local house band at City Gardens in the late 80s and early
90s, and we probably played there at least a dozen times,
so Steve Tozzi, the film director, called me to interview
for the film. Before I knew it, I was calling others to
interview, setting up some shoot locations, assisting Steve
creatively and in a variety of ways. This went on for a
few years while the film was being developed and made, and
it was amazing to be part of the process in so many ways.
Along the way, after I had been doing some of the work a
while, Steve told me that he was naming me co-producer of
the film, along with authors Steve DiLodovico and Amy Yates-Wuelfing,
and legendary photographer (and good friend of 33 years)
Ken Salerno, and I’m SO grateful to Steve T. (who
is a creative genius) and the co-producers for their generosity
and collaborations.
Besides all the interviews, shoots, editing and other activities
that Steve had me help with, the experience that probably
stands out the most was the opportunity to write and record
original music for the soundtrack, which you can hear over
the closing credits of the film and over Ken’s photo
gallery on the bonus DVD. I hadn’t written much music
in a while and was inspired, and I asked some amazing musicians/friends
to record the original music and a few hardcore punk covers
with me – Alf Bartone of Ex Number Five, Ed Brown
of Shades Apart and Nate Gluck of Ensign. I named the band
House of Others after a Daniel Halpern poem and the track
you’ll hear is called Memento Mori (it’s on
YouTube and probably a streaming service or two). The song
is about the club and its promoter and is also very self-referential,
given the theme of loss and trying to find one’s way.
We also recorded covers of Agent Orange, Dag Nasty and Descendents
for the film. In addition, I took one of my favorite young
NJ punk bands, The Scandals, into a Philadelphia studio
to produce/record a few of their songs for the film and
its promotion. I love their singer/songwriter Jared Hart
like a little brother, and admire all he has done musically.
Q: Being from New York, I had only been to a couple
of shows at City Gardens. Those trips were also the only
times I’d been to Trenton. As a kid growing up and
hanging out on the Bowery, I kind of brought some of that
elitist, “I’m from Noo Yawk” attitude
to any Jersey shows I attended. That said, Trenton scared
the tough out of me. Myself and the people I tagged along
with were lucky to get out alive. Sorry, for the lengthy
description, but I was really curious about getting insight
about your own experiences there and some of the people
who played and went to shows there regularly.
Peter: Having grown up in northern New Jersey, about 30
miles west of Manhattan, my first hardcore punk live shows
and experiences were very much like yours – going
to CBGB and the nearby record stores most weekends…Hanging
in Tompkins Square or the Bowery and just waiting every
week for Sunday afternoon matinee shows. In the mid-80s,
a coworker named Miles took me and a mutual friend to City
Gardens in Trenton and I was pretty blown away. It became
my other weekend destination besides CBs, and pretty much
every show featured two to four national acts (or equivalent)
for less than $10. It was a bit scary when I first went
– as a teenager, having long hair at first, and also
being in the bowels of Trenton…But it quickly became
like a second home, particularly after my band began playing
there. I am still friends with the promoter and a few bouncers
who date back to my experiences there 30 – 35 years
ago. Like any punk club of the mid-80s, there were a few
bad actors who attended shows there, but the majority of
people were just fantastic and became fast friends. Considering
it was right in between NYC and Philly (home to many great
shows and many of the same tours), it was kind of against
all odds that a warehouse space in a bad part of Trenton
would routinely be filled with up to 1,000 people…But
that speaks to the quality of the bands, the reasonable
door prices, and the great taste and intuition of the promoter,
who consistently brought amazing bands through the place,
helped break bands on the cusp of big things, and gave local
bands like ours a chance to play to a larger audience. I
absolutely loved that place and basically grew up there,
along so many others whom I have called my friends ever
since.